When was the last time, tears rolled down your cheeks....
How often have we been told by our parents that boys don't cry and the whole male chauvinism kinda things...And after years you realize that this is so deeply embeded into ones character that they block the emootions even when it is quite obvious to express them.
Let me narrate an instance....I was on my way back home yesterday after a tiring day's work with my favourite music playin on my ears...thanks to the iPOD, I bought recently...and then suddenly I started weeping....what was it that triggered these emotions....was it the song I was listening to.?..naaaaaaaaah I have listening to it umpteen number of times...then what was it...?I quickly wiped off my tears, and made doubly sure that no one's watchin me.
I reached home....stood infront of the mirror....and thae answer to my questions were diggin deep into my eyes...
"All these days I have been hearing to the song.....but had never paid an atttention to the lyrics....and today when I did, I realised it speaks about me....and how engrossed I am with things, I have lost my creative touch, I can see a marked difference in the "ME"..now and then...I see in my daily list of activities, there's no "ME".
I hope till now....some of you must have realised that ...hey I have been through this. But somehow u make it a passe' sayin "such a nerd, I am". Don't do that man....u are hurting urself even further by doin that.
So here it goes, Everyday, I am goin to do something I love....for say I love writing, so I will make it a point to write somethin which will make me feel better...be it on a piece of paper or on a blog site...apart from doing my job.
If a little drop of water can make this hell of a difference....then I don't mind crying.
Wao! man I already started feelin better.And trust me u will feel the same.....
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